Biography

Shahidah Beevi. Sec 3Threeee. You cannot live without having ups and downs in life just like a lifeline. I love you.

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Afiqah
Aishah
Banu
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Denise
Jagthi
Karthiga
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Ndrea
Pavitra
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Subhashini
Umairah
Wen Jun
Zaheera

Pastentries

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♥ April 2010
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♥ July 2010
♥ August 2010
♥ September 2010
♥ October 2010
♥ November 2010

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Saturday, August 28, 2010

Now I know why. I forgot to understand life. I forgot that life was not only about holding on and being truthful. I forgot tht friendship was not only about giving in all the time but also fighting for my own rights. I forgot that I had my own life and my own future and I had to prioritise tht before others. I forgot to think smartly. And I also forgot tht I wont be killed for doing something I dont wish to do. So now, I've decided. MY LIFE, you dont play with it. It's my way, my rules. And dont EVER try to push the limit. Because I HATE hatred. And I HATE enmity. the end. and i wish to live happily ever afterrr..

Monday, August 23, 2010

Tday I almost came back home in tears. Thinking of all the pain & torture the braces is gonna cause me for one month. Actually, nah, thats not really the reason why. After appt. ran to catch 198. The heavy rain, double decker seat, and alone busride with music must've cause me to emo. But I believe it was awesome. :) I'm one weird person. My life's havin the usual ups & downs. Just waiting for this main torture to end. One whole month of feeling two stones at the sides of the middle of yr upper & lower teeth. URGHHH! And whats the worst part? The whole one month is inclusive of the ultra happenin to be - HARI RAYA & MY BIRTHDAY. wtff, how am I supposed to eat delicious food on both days in this kind of condition! >:( I just have to endure and tahan everything. But nvm, it'll just make me stronger. :) Tmr there's two tests and I have been all day long at the com =_= EOYs are also round the bend. Seriously, have to start studying. But the time is just passing too fast. And I think anytime soon I am gonna faint because I only ate a chcolate bun and porridge from afternoon until now. Headache's also forming. Better to go off and shut down my system now. Adios people! (:

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Do you knw whats the most confusing thing in the world for me? It's being myself. I knw being myself super rocks because I feel this feel of over excitement in my heart all the time like SO HIGHH. But the think is? I dont know whether I am going over the limit.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Lifes going on fun. ^^ Not letting anything destroy my happiness. Thats what I mean by being strong and believin in yourself. :) Today was fun to the max. Played truth or dare and did all kinds of wild dares. Had to say stupid things, and also got embarassed but whatever. it was genuinely FUN :) After so long saw my Annae and talked to Viknesh properly. I'm so happy with my life and I want it to stay this way till the end. I LOVE LIFE ♥ !

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Lalala. I dont know I'm so addicted to this phrase now, lol. So hows it going? My life's going fine. Tdayy, was the first day of fasting, went fine. Was HYPERR all the way. And it is also fawesomez ♥ date. This stupid Vetha, spoil me and Pavitra's OREOLICIOUS ♥ date also and spoil this wonderful 1st month also. It's so stupid that I have not met him yet. ARGHH. He's ALWAES late mah. This excuse that excuse. Somehow have to convince myself to believe it LOL. But whatever, I still HAVE to forgive him. To save this freaking friendship. And as for fasting, I'm not supposed to use vulgarities but it's so easy to be said with the slip of a tongue. My sentences are so totally not connected, but who cares. lol.

Sunday, August 8, 2010

Okay. I know, it's been long since I've updated because everytime I wanna blog I keep going back to fix the stupigu tagboard thingy so I keep forgetting so yea, sorry. lol! haha.

In case you, yes you, the one withya eye balls stuck on the screen dont know. There's this thing that I was avoiding and preventing it from happening. But I purposely pushed the limit and let it happen. But, I'm still not sure of my feelings. If you wanna know what it is, ask me personally.

Anwayss, tomorrow is National Day. And I'm gonna see my dear Govind Annae ! :D no matter what. And then the day after that is, FAWESOMEZ date. <3>< And that'll be the first time I'd be meeting FAWESOMEZ member. Weird much? hahah.

Random fact : I love it that I live in a small world. Here and there related and known. AWESOME. ^^

Sunday, August 1, 2010

ive got the grip. yes finally after a loong time. im feeling that grip again.
no more of being too nice. MY way, MY life.

MeMeMe. Being Myself Rawks !
and now people tell me I'm One Ofa Kind. WOAH ! XD